To be or not be Sagra

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

I have two hours more.

Hi!!!Today I am very tired too (I need to sleep as a bear...)I feel my mind don´t work when I don´t sleep enough (around 10-12 hours, because I am not person if I sleep only 8 hours or less)It´s a problem for me, my eyes hurts, I can think...only I can see sheeps to say: "come on Sagra, come with me, your bed is near". When this morning my clock sounded I couldn´t believe I had to get up...I AM VERY GOOD IN MY BED!!! It was seven o´clock...I didn´t want to think today would be a loooooooong day because I would go to my house 12 hours later... People suppouse it´s very easy to be student, they say we aren´t tired because we don´t do anything. ANYTHING??????I DON´T WORK WITH MY HANDS BUT I USE MY MIND AND IT´S HARD!!!!! I would like to see my brother with an exam here...it´s would be very funny...He thinks he´s more intelligent than me, but I believe he uses a few his mind.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Today, a bad day

Hi. Now, I am very very angry because I had written a lot,the computer has turned off and all has been deleted!!!! Definitely, today has been a bad day...
I was telling when all disappeared I wasn´t happy today and I didn´t feel like telling funny things because I was very tired because yesterday I slept only an hour and fifteen minutes. I was quarreling with my ex best friend until six o´clock in the morning by messages in the mobile and my clock has sounded at a quarter past seven...
But the worst isn´t it, because if we solved our problems I would be tired but happy...but, this don´t have solution.
I think I have lost 9 years of my life with a false friendship because she never hasn´t understood and listened me. Only she has troubles, my troubles aren´t important...I need to be with other people who understand me. I want to do new things with other people.
The situation is difficult and tense when the weekend approximate because I don´t know what I can do. I think, we´ll finish very very bad...

Monday, March 28, 2005

But not all was bad this Holy Week

I am here again...
But not all was bad this Holy Week because I was in Valmojado three times. Last one we didn´t go with our friends called Calero and Juanka because if we were with men (moreover, they are 31 years old) other men would come near (and we need a boyfriend...)Well, Valmojado is the rival town of Méntrida (my grandmother´s town). Everyone know if you go to the rival town, you must be careful because people may want to fight with you, women will look you with bad face...If someone asked us where you live we would tell we lived in Móstoles. When we were there few minutes I saw my friend and I began to laugh because she were wearing a very big Virgin of Méntrida on her neck. She done as Pedro with Jesus Christ (she denied the Virgin), she took her medal, she put it on her back and said "what virgin??". I can´t finish to laugh she told me she believed a lot in this vigin but...when she was in her town!!! because in the other town virgin would fight with the people instead of us.
We had to go to other pub and, when we went to the toilet (we didn´t know where it is) people saw us and someone said: "this women lived in Carranque... at least!!" We didn´t know where Carranque is...Do you know??? because I would like visit this town and meet the women because they compared with them.
Yesterday I made a picnic with my friends in an evergreen-oak grove and I ate spanish omelette.

My Holy Week

Hi!!
This Holy Week has been very strange...I didn´t talk with my best friend but I had to be beside her backwards. She talked with my other friends in the pub because she wanted I stayed alone. The situation was very tense because some of them talked her and other couldn´t stand her. In my opinion she thought they turned their back because I told bad things about her. I don´t want to talk with her and look her, but I don´t pretend (neither I will pretend) she don´t have friends. I am afraid if she think this about me because I don´t want to damage her (we have been best friends for 9 years) but I deserve it. I won´t be who harm her, I don´t need to do it because she harm herself with her words and acts. It´s a pity a friendship disappear, but we can´t do anything, maybe this had to happen time ago...

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

am I a sportwoman???

I have a french friend. I met him in the chat and I usually talk with him in the messenger. Last saturday, when I burnt my cigarrette (he didn´t know I smoked) and I said to him I had to let it, he told me I should do sport...He don´t know my big secret... I AM NOT A SPORTWOMAN...!!!!
When I was a child, I played tennis. I am not very good tennis player... I took my racket and practiced with the wall, but when I played with someone I never beat the ball...(I didn´t see it to come...)
Then, with more years in my body, I changed tennis by volleyball...
Do you know the sentence volleyball players say when the ball go to them??? They tell "mine", and then, they beat the ball...Well, when I saw the ball to come I told "yours" and went to the other side scaping...Trainer never put me in the match, but once she let me to play and I hit the arbiter on the head with the ball...We are an horrible team, we only won a match (it was possible because the rival wasn´t present...)
I belive you know the answer to my title...Am I a sportwoman???
NO, and maybe I never won´t be.
Bye...

I want to write...

Hi!!!
Today I´m happy. I want to write a big paragraph...but I have to think about I am going to write. In my opinion the major objective of this activity is to write without objective. (Mary, I have a doubt... could you tell me if behind "this activity is... the verb is with, without to or gerund, please?)

Monday, March 21, 2005

Oh, love is difficult....

Hi!! (or I have to say "good night", because when I finish this, I´ll go to the bed...).
Today I´ve been in Madrid with Cristina. We wanted to buy clothes, but we haven´t liked anything. I´ve seen a horrible green pair of troussers... Are there people to buy it?
Cristina has told me her troubles... She´s in love a man, but he don´t answer the phone. I think she should forget him and go to the "Opcion" with me on saturday night... there are many interesting men in this place (we need a boyfriend...now!!!)
Ohhhh, now it´s raining...!!! I hate it... this Holy week will be wet!!!

Sunday, March 20, 2005

I have remember why yesterday...

When I was 15 years old, i prefered go out with my friends in Méntrida, my grandmother´s town, to stay with my school friends in Fuensalida. Sometimes i have gone to the disco with them but i have forgotten they was very very bored...Recently, I go out with Alicia and her friends and they are very funny people. They like dancing and meeting more people, doing iteresting things...Yesterday they were in Fuensalida and I went out with my old friends...Ohh, I didn´t enjoy!!!!

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Hello!!!
I am here again...Maybe you will think I am crazy because I am in my computer everyday. I have to do again my homework about "Don Quijote". I am very angry with the teacher Pedro Luis...I done my homework three month ago and I sent it to him in an email. I suppoused he has received my homework and I deleted the information in my computer. Last week he said to me he didn´t see my homework and I must to repeat it. I am not agree but if I want to pass the subject I will have to do. It´s a injustice, but I must obey.

Friday, March 18, 2005

I´m very bored now.

Hi!!
I am very bored now, I don´t know what to do. I have arrived to my home at one o´clock, and then, I have openned my blog (if you see the hours you can see I am telling the truth). After the luch I have slept (I am not sure if the verb is "slept"...sleep, slept, slept??...) It don´t matter... I have been talking with many people in the messenger and writing my notes about "Teorías e intituciones", I have been watching tv, eating a sandwich...I believe I am going to listen to "Maroon Five", my favorite group now. Sorry, I need a minute for turning on my stereo...Ok. I like very much this group. I have to copy the cd to Jesu...Ohhh, I forgot something....today I haven´t seen Jesu and I haven´t talked about GH VIP with him!!!! Ivonne is the winner!!! but I hate Jackeline, she is stupid, I have watching her in "Here there is tomato"...she gets on my nerves, I can´t stand her...Why do you like her, Jesu??? She is pretty, but I am better than her, jajaja...I think maybe, I will be Miss Spain, yeah, and if i can´t I will be Miss UCLM...I believe I am saying idiot things, but, it´s produced by my bored situation.

My mistake

Only I want to say i have made a mistakes in my other post, and, I know my teacher will see it. I know "we want to passed" it´s a mistake. I want to write -ed behind "want", but, I don´t know if it is correct at all.

My little life.

Well, I have to tell us something before begining it. I am writing this blog because my english teacher told my mates and me we might do it if we want to passed our english exams. I don´t like talk about my life, my feelings or other things because i don´t like talk about me with other people (because, when i do it, they never uderstand me...). I believe nobody know how I am. Recently, I have found out i don´t have real friends. It´s a pity i have to tell it, because i believed in the friendship. Only you are able to understand you...don´t forget it.